Dear, Khrystyna, happy birthday!!!!
I don't know how I'm going to be at the moment when I read this latter, but I hope I changed. I did a lot in my life, but not enough: I have a few years of collage and I actually could finish it in 2011, but I had to make a choice and I made it, I hope it was the right one... You probably know that I have a lot of plans , but not even half of them I can accomplish. My life didn't spoil me, but I'm not complaining, overall my life is a lot better than it could be. I don't believe in a certain God, but I know there is somebody who takes care of me and my family, and every time I ask for help, I am helped. I'm a pretty lucky person, I have everything I'm trying to get, but not right away, usually it takes a long time, probably life teaches me that you have to fight for what you want. I finally got my work permit after one year of wait. I moved to my apartment a few weeks ago and I have a good job. I'm trying to get my driver license and a car. But the most important is that I realized that I have a lot of friends and they help me a lot. By the way I'm crying right now, probably because I expect a lot more from myself than I can do, and really want my life to change... I swore that if I win in a lottery I'll take only half of the money, the other half I'll spend to help people, but I don't think that I'll ever win, like I said life wants me to fight for everything I get. I want to go to collage now, and at the moment I read this I should finish it, I hope I did.
I didn't see my family for more than a year, and I didn't see my dad for 5 years, I hope I see them every day now. I hope I have a house in Ukraine. I hope I have my own business, and my family has a decent life.
I don't know if I have a husband or kids, but I don't mind if I don't. But promise yourself that if I don't have kids, I'll adopt one, I'll make somebody happy!
And don't forget , the more plans you make the better for you. Maybe only 50% of your plans get accomplished once, so always dream and fight for your dreams. Don't be afraid to start something new, unknown.... I can do everything , but only if I try.
Good luck Me!!!! ;)