Okay so not sure if you’ll even remember to check for this or even if you’ll notice it, but you know, right now I’m 22 you know struggling with bodily, mental, spiritual things you know. Moving towards greatness and seeing what God’s purpose is for me and working smarter every day you know. It’s weird thinking about who I hope to be or who I want to be. At the current moment I want a lot of things, financial security, my mom here, united and supported family, better financial circumstances enough o support what God wants from me, and just ultimately having more of a heart for God. I mean honestly at this point not really sure I impact anyone in person, maybe in the media but what about you know when I’m out of place or out of position than seems normal? What happens then? Maybe this is a letter of hopeful wisdom that I would have acquired over the next 4 years. I hope that things make sense, that God has lead us to what’s for us, and that if we’re still with Keniyah that we have grown closer to God and also closer in a Godly way. As you know I’m sure you can guess what life is like now. I don’t wanna follow these prompts that the teacher gave, I’m not gonna orchestrate how this letter was supposed to be said you know? Or maybe it does need some organization. Maybe my problems haven’t changed, maybe after 4 years I’m not better but in a harder position and facing challenges that aren’t what I comprehended or imagined. Maybe I am not alive. But if I am. Yes I am alive, breathing, heart still going you know, maybe this a moment for me to remind myself that greatness isn’t defined by me, but only by he who creates. Maybe this is gratitude. I love you bro, and honestly I’m not sure how to love me, I do love you though, the idea of greatness and achievement, walking in the greatest light accompanied by the Greatest God.