Hello there self !!

I'm estimating by now, you're in college. Which is kinda crazy, because right now, I don't even have a solid plan for that but I'm hoping and PRAYING that you do. I'm hoping that you're doing what you like and you've excelled in it more. Remember to not expect greatness, expect a pencil that must be sharpened to work. Wherever you are, please don't be lazy, take this seriously! This actually costs quite a lot of money since you're not that smart and college is expensive. I hope you're not so sad. If people are hard on you, if life is hard on you as usual and things feel heavy, breathe. Remember that you have two lungs and not just one, fit your pacing and learn. Even though you must take this seriously, find time to enjoy and don't be a slave at your work as always.

I hope that even though you're new at where you are, you've found friends. Don't ever trust too easily and give in to things you know you shouldn't. I hope that even when you feel like you're not doing good, you find the strength to improve yourself. A lot of challenges are up ahead, you're going to feel more alone than you already do, but you'll make it. This sounds cringey and too good to be true, but you can make it your present if you work for it.

You are not alone, if you're scared to talk to someone from family, you have your friends. Don't think that you're bothering them, you're all stuck in this system. I'll pressure you another time, for now get your shit together.

Yours sincerely,
FAI 2020