这是来自一个月前的信件,我这个月
Labas, Mama ir Teti :)
Man jau 30 metų. Kaip baisu, kai pagalvoji, kad laišką rašau būdama 20 :) liko nepilnos 3 dienos ir gimsiu 21 kartą. Che, keistas tas gyvenimas kai pagalvoji..bet...
What will I do now with all this time?
Dear (Relative Future) Self,
Congratulations bro, you\'re almost done with college! I can\'t believe I\'m even thinking about that right now, I\'m just on the edge of graduating from high school...
I have tried to kill myself several times, with overdosing hard medicines and using sharpener blade, but not once I have stopped fearing pain.
We are living in the Pune house and whenever I look...