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Annnu, Apple Baby
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Written: 08-07-2020
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Will be sent: 04-02-2026
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I have tried to kill myself several times, with overdosing hard medicines and using sharpener blade, but not once I have stopped fearing pain.
We are living in the Pune house and whenever I look down my balcony, I always end up thinking of jumping from there, but till now I have stopped because, my mom has had far worse days than me, killing myself won't be fair for me or for my parents. I don't want to see them crying or falling apart bc of me. I don't want my siblings to think that I was a total loser and that's y I gave up.
But, I know, I will continue overdosing pills and cutting my wrists as the time goes by and as I fell more pain.
We are living in the Pune house and whenever I look down my balcony, I always end up thinking of jumping from there, but till now I have stopped because, my mom has had far worse days than me, killing myself won't be fair for me or for my parents. I don't want to see them crying or falling apart bc of me. I don't want my siblings to think that I was a total loser and that's y I gave up.
But, I know, I will continue overdosing pills and cutting my wrists as the time goes by and as I fell more pain.
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