Dear December 2, 2020 Me... it's kinda odd that I'm sending this to the second day, not the first, but it has an aesthetic vibe to it, Lol.
Okay, just a quick brief on stuff going on here now, just incase things are better then and you're reading this with an eyeroll at how corny it is... or more realistically, you're halfway in tears cuz so many things have changed and you wish things stayed this way. That's just tragic, but grow some balls bitch you're 18 (practically 19 in legal years... I wonder if mummy still calls it "football age"... oh lord please let her still be alive, and you know... not on a sick bed or something)... anyways, suck up the misery, throw up a peace sign and yell E GO BE.

Moving on, so, quick recap...
Tosin, Ibukun, Ahmed, Tiolu are still the light of my world. True treasures, and they best stay that way!
Esther, Johnson, OG, Ben, Abdulraheem, (maybe Stephanie) are still gems no matter what, and I love them... I really hope we finally got to see Abdulraheem for the first time, and see Ben more regularly, and that Johnson is still my favourite and all time cutest hoe, and that OG is still bougie... also hope he got that glow up.
Chidinma, Omobolaji, Bisi, Osigbeme, Onwochei, Victoria, Bolu, Dara, maybe Clinton and Michael.... are the loves of your life and nothing must ever change that.
Farida is still precious to you, even though we dont talk much for now.

Honourable mentions in no particular order - Anachuna Francis, Tolu, Toyosi skinny legend, Moyo the slim queen, AY, Charles, Chubby, Franklin from 100l, Fahd (that morrafuka that I can't not like), Dami boo, Fine Muscleman Emmanuel, Odogwu, Victory, JT darling, that tall alex dude who you lowkey have a crush on but have never said a word to, Debbie, Sophia, Ayodele, Ayo and Samuel, Tayo, Kf (that fucking sly that I happen to love), Mayowa... amongst others who I really cant remember right now, but i still love them... and others who i care for but not enough to be memorable... sorry "others".

Okay, moving on...
Education wise, I'm not doing bad for now, still managing a second upper at 3.53 for now.... hope that improves to 4.00 or 3.80 atleast, like Tito, ahmed and Ibk... bless those beautiful geniuses.... also, really hope Francis and Macaulay finally crossover to that first class.

Lecturers that should probably still matter: Dr. Ezeagwu and her fucking errands, Dr Bolaji and my beef with him, Dr. Akande and my even bigger beef (lowkey asshole), Dr Quadri and his enormous wahala (love him though)... that's pretty much it, lol, the rest can choke on a banana.
Honourable mentions: One and only HOD forever, Mr. Obanubi (Lawd I miss him), miss Titi (Hope she finally changes that title, *wink*)

Heh, that's that about that, lol, now moving on to our train wreck of a love life... lawd I hope things are really better cuz whew chile, I'm unable to can rn....
Anyways, would really never wanna forget Jake/Joe, he really helped release the digital hoe in me... Donovan my jamaican sweetheart, really wish we're still on "good" talking terms cuz I'm really trashy at our relationship rn... sigh, I miss Justin, I wish I could get him back somehow.. but like as platonic hoeing, lol... you know I'm just gonna add it right now so I dont forget later... KOLA IS A MINDFUCKER... but you love him and you know it... or atleast I wish he hasn't fucked up too bad by then. We still meet once in a blue moon, and I cant get enough of it. Just sitting together at our corner at ozone, never once making physical contact but we really don't need to cuz its like he's that friend that I've never had but wish I could have more from, even though I'm satisfied with him just being incompetent and adorable. Random fact, I love his smile and wish I could just hug him spontaneously as we walk... and maybe tell him how I really feel and him not scoff in emotionless mockery like he doesn't feel slightly the same and ignores it on purpose... cuz hes a coward... but at the same time dropping stupid comments that make my inside flutter and shit like that.

Note, I'm never this emotional and mushy while writing anything, I'm just in that 2am mood tonight.

Anyways, moving on... wow Kola really got a whole ass paragraph, what a phenomenon, lol...
So, right now, you're technically with Omar or Jeff or Emeka abi Wetin be him name sef... lol, I really hope things have ended permanently by then.

Anyways... This later is already wayyy longer than I intended, and I actually started this on the 15th, but you know how it is, it's the 23rd now and I feel like I have a lot to say, but can't remember shit anymore right now... So... This is the end I guess, lol.


Oh and also, by this time, my favourite songs are
Lose you to love me - Selena Gomez
Buzzcut Season - Lorde
Don't start now - Dia Lipa
Royals - Lorde
Paris - Sabrina Carpenter
Bougie Party - Chloe x Halle
The Seed - Aurora

You Know what, I'm just really into Aurora right now....

Anyways, this is already slowly becoming a diary, lol. I had planned to send this before January runs out, but procrastination is a bitch and here we are on the 1st of February and I'm low-key glad I didn't send this earlier cuz sis, shit went down.

I really hope by the time you're reading this, you're not still dry heaving with shear disgust at the memory of what happened a few days ago. I've always known mummy had no sense of boundaries, but this, whewww.
Anyways, this was not the rosy, sunny and Wattpad worthy coming out story you had always imagined, but it happened, you're deeply scarred and both of you will probably never get over it... Unless...

Anyways, I planned to just remind you all that happened, but I'm low-key still deeply disgusted, and can't stand thinking about it, so good luck trying to remember while reading this (that is if this shit ever even gets to you, lol)... Bottomline though, I finally got a reason to cut Omar Off, along with some other unnecessary contacts (Draco, which actually turns out to be the cause of all this)... Couldn't cut off Jake though... Hope I don't regret that later.


Anyways, before this gets too long and I'll have to send it in pieces, ciao adios and good luck with your boring ass low-key drama ridden yet still pretty empty life. Hope you're more talented by then and finally got around to doing that giant sized canvas painting.

Oh Lord please tell me you're not randomly "straight" by the time you're reading this, eww. I won't be able to deal.

Oh also, you best have up to 300k in that account you broke hoe.

Um, Bye.