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差出人：
Laura Meyer
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作成
: 28-11-2011
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送信されます
: 04-05-2015
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I just got home from hanging out with him. and i know i am only 19, but i want more than anything to marry this kid. so i wanna know if your feelings have changed? do you still think about him every day? do you want him in your life forever? when you think about getting married and having kids, is he the first thing that comes to mind? do you need him? did you marry him?! did you sleep with him..?
right now i am not scared of falling out of love with him, i am scared that either he or i will find someone who we have stronger feelings for.
im scared that we're only 19 and we talk about getting married. because right now i feel like that's what is going to happen, and then if it ends up not happening it will just feel wrong. because its not what i was expecting.
what college did you transfer to? i just wish i could fast foreward so i could see myself reading this and laughing and my young and naive self, and knowing all the answers to every question asked in this letter.
whatever you are doing with your life, what i want more than anything is for you to be happy about it. i dont wanna wake up in ten years and be unhappy with my life. whoever i spend the rest of my life with, i want to know that's who i will want forever.
right now i am not scared of falling out of love with him, i am scared that either he or i will find someone who we have stronger feelings for.
im scared that we're only 19 and we talk about getting married. because right now i feel like that's what is going to happen, and then if it ends up not happening it will just feel wrong. because its not what i was expecting.
what college did you transfer to? i just wish i could fast foreward so i could see myself reading this and laughing and my young and naive self, and knowing all the answers to every question asked in this letter.
whatever you are doing with your life, what i want more than anything is for you to be happy about it. i dont wanna wake up in ten years and be unhappy with my life. whoever i spend the rest of my life with, i want to know that's who i will want forever.
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