Hai alv. this is your past self. How are you? Had you relapsed or are you already good? I hope you are still in uni and havent dropped out yet. I know things sometimes gets hard, memories sometimes resurface, scars oftentimes bleed again. But I believe you would have a better life by now. Because I believe in you! I always hated the past, and fear the future. But I had learned to embrace the past and trust the future. Because, hey, it’s you! My life is in good hands because it’s in your hands. Whatever will happen I believe you have made the right choice. Every steps youve taken so far has been with deliberate thoughts and careful precision. Because I know you. Because you are me! We will be a different person within a year, but we are still the same soul.
This year was quite something, if you remember it. We managed to stand firm and cut a person out, we got our therapy terminated with good reasons, we had a good laugh with our friends, and uni isnt so bad. We started painting again, and reading too. God I really hope this lasts, if not forever then just a little bit more. I really like where I am right now. I am surrounded with the right people, I trusted myself, I believed in the greater good, and I no longer held that very nihilistic outlook on life. I know things probably will change a lot when you read this, but I hope you can look back through this letter with a tinge of warmth and familiarity. Even if things gets worse when you read this, you will still find something good out of it. You always do!! Ah well i guess I talk a lot. Remember I love you, even when sometimes I am harsh on us, I am still learning to love myself.
Do you have fun there? I hope you do! You know right now youve gain back interest in books, in piano, and even gaming! Do you remember all those dark years before when youve lost every ounce of interest? I gained it all back!! I hope you havent lost it again, but even if you do, that’s fine!! You can always seek help. We’ve got through this once before, we can do it again. Well, I hope after reading this you’d head out to this website and send another letter for another year. Lets make this a little secret tradition of our own.