Dear Daniel,

3 years from now nababasa mo na tong message ko na to.

happy birthday, hindi ko alam kung nagbibigay pa din ako ng sushi/ramen sayo by this time pero sana.

I know we already broke up. by this time i really don’t have clue if mababasa mo pa to or not. I don’t know if you’re still using this email. But whatever,

It’s me. your first love? Haha lol. It’s ray :)

Im writing this future letter its just because. How are the things going? By this time siguro i don't have clue na sa buhay mo. Or maybe you have jowa na or i don’t know. But right now, i just wanted to tell you that thank you for being the best highlight part of my mid life crises.

Thank you sa pagsisiksik sakin everytime natutulog tayo together, for giving me a warm nap date or sleepover. Thank you for giving me water everytime, and for giving me all part of yours even if it’s not your responsibility. You give me a bigggggg hope and I’m always grateful na ikaw nag alaga samin ni mama noong namatay si papa. You filled up my own cup hanggang sa naubusan kana din. And I appreciate everything about you including yung pagpitik ng katawan mo kapag natutulog.

I’m so sorry for all the things that i did, God knows how regretful and remorseful i am, by this time siguro I’ve grown na. Na figure things out ko na mga wants and needs ko and i hope I love myself and God more than anything in this world na, right now I'm still on progress but i know i will get through. And maybe i know how to empathize na haha

by this time also, maybe we reach (half) our dream I believe right now you have business na and genuinely happy. We both have traumas in our relationship but in a different aspects, I hope we both heal. By this time din you’re already 24 years old na. And siguro you’ve learn so much, you’ve gain a lot of experience and stuff.

I just wanted to tell that. i love every inch of you. And right now my old self, I'm grateful sa opportunity na we broke up na i have a chance to give myself na ako muna. By this time na nababasa mo I don’t know what’s happening in your life. But as the time goes by I know my feelings for you is genuine. You will always have a part in my heart and life, I thank universe and you for pushing me to my limit. I will always love the older version of you and I’ll always cheering and clapping the evolve version of yourself.

The eclipse might take away the light of the sun but the heat stays, forever and ever!

Hanggang sa susunod na habang buhay.

-Ray :)

Also, if mabasa mo to please reach me out and inform me maybe by the time na nababasa mo to i already forgot na sinend ko to. It’s nice din na malaman yung sinabi ko to your future self hahaha it’s so much more appreciated if isend mo as kaibigan or human being lang :) God bless you always.