Dear Jennifer,

If you are reading this, and I think you are, then it is somewhere near December 19, 2013. Yeah? Well, this is your past self from April 29, 2013. I hope you are well, and I hope you are surviving. I don\'t know what to say, because there is so much to write down and so many things to tell you, but it seems like it won\'t be enough. I\'m okay, and I\'m having fun, and I don\'t know if you\'ll remember, but right now, life is fantastic and great and so damn awesome, no matter how much you believe different. So... when you lose hope, please just think of all the great times you\'ll have, and had. Please be thankful for everything that you have and all the people you know. Remember Sarena and Jennifer and CiCi and the others, because they are special to you. Don\'t feel alone, because you aren\'t. You are wonderful and don\'t give up. Hopefully by now, you\'ll find yourself and your place in this world? If not, don\'t worry. Just be happy. Hakuna Matata, right? haha. And you know, people wise, they may be annoying at times, but they are also capable of being the most magnificent and lovely people ever. Even in the bleakest days, try not to turn your back on the people who are just trying to help. There are opportunities to meet new people and there are opportunities to connect with old people. Just don\'t miss out on that. I don\'t want to miss out on that...

\"Every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don\'t always soften the bad things, but vice-versa, the bad things don\'t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.\" -The Doctor.

Remember that. Embrace life. Love it. Live it.