Dear Future Shamira,

Just in case di dumating isang letter, may bayad kasi. hehe.

Belated Happy Birthday!

You are 27 already. Dapat nagmature na. Wiser.

I am writing this letter weighing 60 kgs. Dapat by now 50 kgs ka na lang please! Huwag mo pabayaan katawan mo.
Healthy living- no alcohol,no smoking. Avoid junk foods. Less na fast food. Exercise!

Light brown pa rin sana hair color,bagay kasi sa skin plus pumuputi. Take care of your skin lalo na eyes mo. Drink lots of water,vitamin C. Wag magpuyat, sleep before 11pm. Don't rub eyes. Wala na pimples. No wrinkles. Avoid sunlight, always wear sunscreen. Stay young and fresh!

Dapat may nagawa ka at least isa dito:
Breast ultrasound
TVS
Check sa mole
Start na meds sa long-term sakit

Needs first before wants.

Magvacation ka to JAPAN. Enjoy it with family ha? Dapat naka-save ka na money for yourself and for the family.

After Japan, residency na. Dapat alam mo na kung what gusto mo and where. Prepare mo na papers nad lalo na self mo for the battle ahead.

Always be patient with family ha? Please don't answer back, lie to them.

Always pray. Read the Quran. Talk to Allah always. Dapat decided ka na when ka mag hijab.

Lastly, your heart =(
Right now, 12/05/2015 1:06am, your heart is not ok, far from being ok. Hanging. 2015 has not been nice to your heart.You are always crying. You are in constant pain. Yes, you are happy din,sobrang happy pero the problem is unstable, not consistent. The pain after the happiness is grabe din. All of these thanks to one guy.
Now, di ko alam what will happen. Hinde pa rin sya nagsabi. Unsure pa rin kayo. But, the hurtful truth is di ka kaya ipagtanggol, di ka kaya iipaglaban. =(

By this time,May 2016, dapat ok ka na. By ok I mean dapat no more crying na,no more hurt feelings or sana in love..may it be sa kanya or new guy basta dapat love yourself more. Sana this love forever na, husband na dapat. Learn your lesson na ha?

Again, dapat nag mature ka na. Love yourself. Protect your heart. Always be good.

Be brave and confident!

I love you!
Don't lose yourself, don't let go. keep fighting!


Love,
Past Shamira