Hi,

How are you? I hope you are happy with the girl you love and your family. Sorry if this letter is disturbing you. I write this letter on 20 /4 /2020 day 32 of Malaysia RMO due to covid 19. You must remember this situation right. You should not forget it. It also almost 1 month we do not contact each other except the text i send in twitter, your reply until today I am still not open yet.

Tonight, 1.35 am

I miss you so much. A lot. I want to talk with you.
But I can't. I cannot find my place in your life anymore. I dont want to hurt you anymore.

I am glad I can meet you for the last time. I know it will be the last time we meet. Because of that I am insist to take a picture with you. But you refuse. I just want to look the pitcure everytime I miss you. Its okay, I am still have our first and last picture together. I have a strong feeling a few weeks before we last meet that you fall for someone else. I know it. Its a 3rd time you choose someone else over me. Its okay, I am not mad anymore. You deserve to choose who you want to stay in your life.

I am always read a qoute, if you truly love someone set them free lets they find their own happiness. Now I am trying to follow the qoutes. What happened in 2019 really burn our heart. If this can fix all my mistake for dragging you in agony. I will do.

My doa, if you are not my destiny in world I ask allah to save you and me to heaven and reunited with our little angel. I am just miss you so bad.

Please take care of yourself and your family. Be a good son to Mama and Abah. Do not hurt yourself anymore. I am sorry I cant help to ease the burden of the past but I am adding to it. If we never meet anymore. I just want you to know, I have no regret to love you and had our baby. Thank you for everything, Ashraf.