Dear Future Me,
I saw a ticktock of a guy who wrote a letter to himself three years into the future... So i decided to do that as well. Its Wednesday, May 20th 2020 i'm in 9th grade and were doing online school right now, i have my English project due in a few days and i'm barley finished, i also have my social project due in 8 days.. big oof.. I'm watching some BuzzFeed Unsolved because i'm a nerd. i recently re-arranged my room after i painted it, so that's something.. i'm honestly not sure what to say ha ha.. maybe your dead! wow, that's crazy to think that I could be writing to my future dead self, maybe my parents will see this because i'm dead! I want to say hi! I took the dogs to the dog ark this morning, its about 2:30 right now and i'm just vibing on my bed because school is online from the corona Virus. is that still a thing in the future? is it gone or is the world gone into apocolips? are you dating anybody? if not than your a failure! fix that! get better at talking to people! is harder than it sounds :/ but i believe in future me! Are you still living at home or have you moved out? are you going to collage / university? do you still wanna be a therapist or something of the sort? whats your favorite color? past you likes yellow. Did we get any new pets? i would bet that if any, its another whippet, we still have Mayhem, Daisy, and Minion who i love so much, we walked Minion at the park today and i had to carry her 90% of the time lol. Have you figured out your mental health yet? OCD any better? how about anxiety? how many friends do you have? i have Jimmy, Sara and Jazzy who i miss because i haven't been able to see much cuz of the quarantine... i saw jazzy when we were working on social a few weeks ago though. I've been hanging out with Payton and Olly a bit on the trampoline and watching Josh Dub on YouTube.. we talk in Australian accents and mess around "Eddie is in the fence" and stuff. Mayhem just walked into my room then left lol, shes a good boi :D.

I'm not sure what else to say / ask.. i broke up with Mitchell, so that's not a thing anymore :/ I need to tell mom and dad but its been so long already and they think were still together, although i think there getting the idea, i'm not sure, he broke up with me on EASTER! i kinda hated that, but i guess he wasn't the best boyfriend in the world, he never wanted to talk with me, at school i tried to make a conversation... ya know, because we were DATING! but he was just so cold and dry, he just says stuff like "ya" or "ha ha" or "cool" and ended it there, i wanted to talk, even texting, he barley messaged me :( it really took a toll on my self worth, it made me feel bad that we were together and that he hated ma and just was trying to find any way out of the relationship he could find, made me feel very sad and lonely... i guess it was a good thing we broke up :(, Taz helped me realize how badly he was treating me, but do i really deserve better? maybe.. I don't know.

I've been doing a bit of "recherche" on "SCP'S" cuz i was bored, its fun! remember the SCP 3000? big ol' eal boi.

I've been playing probably too much Minecraft, but its fun :P
ummm... i guess i could write some words that are kinda popular / used now
-Simp
-Vibe / Vibing
-Boi
-low / high-key
i can't think of any others lol
I have my Reddit friend who i forgot the name of (oops), the Spanish guy from Uruguay, we chat every now and hen, hes a very nice person :D
I'm kinda hungry and it feels like dinner time for some reason, but its only 2:40, i missed lunch... oh well, i'l probably just play n the trampoline with paytayto and Olly for a bit until Izzy and Ari and Parker come over and make us play with them and low-key ruin it....

I hope you have the time to write to your future self, my future, future self about some of the same things, keep it about 3 years if you want, i don't care lol.

How is High school? i'm very scared of it, i'm in 9th grade rn and i'm not used to school, cuz of online school, thins will be the longest break of school ever for me i think! i'm very nervous to be in English for once, and not french, is it easier? or herder? or just kinda confusing and overwhelming? probably a healthy mix of them all..

have you kept the same style as i use right now? like darker clothing, long hair, stuff like that, is your hair short? i'm not sure if i want it shorter or not, *republicans* (eep)

anyways, i should go do something... have a god day / night me please write to future you! <3