I am just gonna take notes on some things that I usually think about!
Over the past few weeks, a lot of things have changed for me..
1. I've been addicted to twitter which I am going to partially cut off as from now.
2. Evil and hateful people really exist. Some people get off on being mean and bad.
3. Racism is very real.
4. Most black Americans think they are far better than Africans.
5. South Africans are very toxic people.
6. Black American women are really going through a lot.
7. A dark skinned girl would never be the face of beauty.
8. I think black lives matter is selfish and is selective on which black lives that matter.
9. I really feel sorry for black Americans for all they've been through.
10. I am very lazy and unproductive and I want things the easy way.
11. I haven't read my Bible or focused on God for a very long time now.
12. I really have no respect for God.
13. I don't go to the kitchen and I'm destroying myself.
14. Nigerians are very fun people.
15. I am not a feminist!
16. I see the struggles of men and I really feel sorry for them.
17. I detest false rape allegations and I wish women could serve at least ten years in prison for that.
18. Black men that detest black women with all their hearts are more toxic than the whites that do and they are so embedded in so much self hatred, they wish they were white but aren't.
19. My life would be so much better if an unsee juice really existed.
20. I am slowly lightening my skin which I don't intend to but I can't find a perfect soap right now.
21. I am not so ugly after all.
22. I am still debating whether turning seventeen feels different or not.
23. I shouldn't be addicted to my phone.
24. I wish I was white at times.
25. I feel there is a curse associated with dark skin because Moroccans, Egyptians, Algerians and every African nation that looks white are more developed and have less corrupt leaders.
26. Ghanaian men are sexy.
27. I will visit Morocco one day.
28. I'm still confused about marrying a white person.
29. I am not ready for a relationship and won't be till further notice.
30. I still suffer from maladaptive daydreaming.
31. I really wanna be successful, get married, cook for my husband, give him kids and live happily ever after!
32. I wish my hair would grow.
33. I am not very happy with my life right now.
34. I have a lot of stories in my head that needs to be a book but I don't know how to tell them.
35. I want to eat healthier and exercise!