Dear FutureMe, i do hope you have overcome the feeling of being scary and afraid of continuing the study journey (Eng). You've achieved your goals like getting up your English level, getting your dream body and finally found or are willing to start looking for a job.
I feel lost right now while typing the letter. It's September 6th and tomorrow I keep learning English and go on working on my goals. I wanna be fit( the way I see it and it for myself not the ig fit or gym fit. like skinny w/o having any swollen parts of my body), wanna be more fluent in eng + know to the level that lets me have a job that relates to and includes English. The same goals that I had in 2021 but the level of them gotta be higher. I have to get the life that I crave. to have a high paying job, look good visually, have a good mental and physical health, get socialized: find new acquaintances, friends; travel a lot, have a bright and happy life. do not forget not to idealize your life and also DO NOT FREAKING COMPARE YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE TO OTHER PEOPLE. DO NOT! it's you vs you and only. this year is gonna be hard for me and maybe complicated in some cases but it's worth it. it will lead me to the life I dream about. don't forget to set a new goal for upcoming years to buy a new apartment in a new, modern building. I want to have my own apartment with a renovation that i choose and also furniture that i like and all the stuff. it has to be you and mine. gotta buy it in the same place where i live now or somewhere in the Obolon district. any place that it's pleasing to me and i feel comfortable there. Keep working hard and Good Luck! In the end I have to always remember the life that I crave to get and i gotta keep working for it. Molly is next to me rn and she believes in me. the only one creature that i love the most. my favorite тапок Молли. Good Luck.