May 29, 2020 (day 611)

Hi, my love.

I know I've said that handwritten letters were more heartfelt but for some reason, I just can't seem to consistently write with a pen on paper. I was watching a movie, it featured something like this and I decided to try it out. Who knows, I might end up sending you a letter everyday because it's more convenient to type things up.

You almost never escape my mind, sometimes I feel like I could write a whole book about you and everything there is about you but I still wouldn't run out of words. I love your smile, especially when I can tell it's genuine, I don't know if you recall but there was a time that we were in a video call because I was answering my worksheets and you were in a tournament, we didn't talk much because we were focusing on our individual tasks. I saw you laugh at something the person you were playing with said or did and I didn't know if you noticed that I was staring at you, all because of your smile. It warmed my heart. I wish I could make you smile that wide everyday.

We're still in quarantine, I haven't seen you for almost three months now. It's actually funny that no one besides my family has seen me ever since I got my haircut, I wanted to see your reaction but I obviously couldn't wait until the lockdown was over so I sent you pictures instead. I wish I had more pictures of you, I wish we were in bed together. Don't get me wrong, I have a large pillow and a couple plushies (including the ones you gave) and they're great for cuddling but they're nothing compared to you.

That takes me back to the time you fell asleep on my lap back on the 1st of June last year, it's funny how I still remember the exact date for that but I forget what I told you on Snapchat after the message has been deleted. I was reading back I think a day ago on all the paragraphs, messages, even poems I wrote about you. I have a whole note on my phone just for you, I honestly don't know when I'll ever decide to show you what I've written there. But I know I'd love to let you know I think about you a lot, even when you've pissed me off. So maybe I'll take a few things and give you a sneak peek soon.

3:04 AM

Terribly missing you, your sweet.