Hi, Ash! It's me, Cheska. This is supposed to be our 5th anniversary. It sucks because the time I am writing this, wala na tayo. Ilang buwan na tayong wala. Pity me, go. Hahahaha. Mahal na mahal kita. Sobra sobra. Sorry for everything. Sorry for being toxic, for being controlling, for not being the best girl for you. I tried, I fucking tried. I reallly do. Its just that, everything I did? That's what you need, just not from me. Because clearly I'm not the one for you. Sorry if I sent you this. Sorry if until now I'm still a bother to you. I'm sorry for not loving you right back then. I'm sorry for not letting you have fun. I'm sorry I've been overprotective and selosa back then. Its just that I know anytime you can replace me with someone else, and luck's not with me, you did replace me. It's okay tho. I love you so much so I had to let you go. So much sorry, thank you naman. Thank you for all the memories, all the laughter, all the cuddles, all the overnight moments and stroll somewhere. i'll remember them forever. Thank you for staying with me until you can. Our story has ended but my love for you will never. Always remember that I gotchu, always. Than you for the happiest years of my life. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for teaching me so many things about life. And lastly thank you for loving me. Kahit na ilang taon at araw lang yon, salamat pa rin. You made me the happiest girl. You really did. Sana by the time na mabasa mo to, pareho na tayong masaya. Sa piling ng iba at kung papalarin sa piling ng isa't isa. Pero kung hindi, I hoped hindi na maulit yung dati. I'm slowly healing tho its hurts pa rin sometimes pero I can manage. I can now. We deserve the wolrd. We deserve to be loved the way we love. We deserve everything. Tbh, I was mad at you. But it didn't last. I don't know, I only know is that I love you. I can't stay mad at you. And you deserve forgiveness. I do too. So I forgive the both of us. We deserve peace. God has plans for us. What is it? I don't know. I'll just have to wait and see. So pag nabasa mo to, balitaan mo ko ha? Let's see kung anong meron na saten by this time. And if ever nga na wala na tayo, and single tayo parehas. We can try naman uli. Maybe this time, it'll work. Maybe. If hindi na pwede well, I wish you happiness and everything good in life. Because You fucking deserve it. Happy 5th anniversary, my always. I love you.


Ps. That's one of my favorite photo. ♥️