hey future me.. i hope you are doing well, i hope esta zor dlxosh bi w hamw shtek ka basar hatwa wak xaweky naxoshy le hatbe ka biniwta w tawaw nak lagalta bzhy . i hope kawtbita sar pey xot w you have an idea where your life goes,
ba hamw mushkilayakawa zor hilak bwy ba naxoshtrin waxta roshtwy w zor bezary w betaqatyw be kasiw biniwa , nzikay hamw rozhakan rozh barekrdn zyatr nabwa . i really hope esta wanabe w zor sht la zhyanta gorabet , i hope ka amaw bo yatawa 3 salli ka rezhwan letawa zor zor nzik be , xozga bayakawa atanxwenawa , chwnka esta awish xariky 3ainan shta w yakek anwse,xozga awana nzik bn ka la bawashy yaka bn w sharkan lasar away ke yakamjar ayxwenetawa, xozga away labar chawma bbe barast , awaw bir be ka aw waxtay am namayaw bo xow nwsiwa la xraptrin waxty zhyanta bwyt w bchwktrin hope la dlta nabwa balam away ka la dlta bwa bo rezhwan aw love w loyality w care w supporta boy , nayheshtwa wazbeni la hamw shtek , away ka yak rozh natwani be aw bi , nayheshtwa wazbeni , taka reason y why you are living is him , bashyakay w xoshawistyakai bo to w how he cares about you and chon hes ready waz la ro7y xoshy bene bo to way le krdwy bzhy.
its nearly 3 am w its his birthday , bayani we will go on a date bo abw sana , im so exited to see him . but to be honest. qat ba murta7y la hich shwenek natwanm lagalta bm hatawakw rasmian nabin ba kasi yaktr , ba jdi rek sarm eshe la xafat w stressa ka la darwain , taqatm chwa la bazm baxwa , i hopeeee esta wanabi vanaaa , vana i hope esta aw dzi w fzi w stress w shta la zhyanta namabe.

i hope esta esheki bashi xot habe vana , sayaraki jwanish habe maybe hahahahaha .

day ba waz la mn benin
rezhwan ! nwry chawm ! kwry mn ! tamana akam esta ka ama axwenitawa zor zor dl xoshby la zhyanta , salamat bi ! sa7eb eshy xot w paray xot w sayaray xow bi ! la hamwy muhimtr , hi mn bi !
ro7y rawanm , agar esta danishtwin bayakawa ya kasi yaktr bin ya shar shtek , i want you to know ka zor zor hilaky krdm zhyan bo to w zor 3azet yram ba hamw naw3ek ta lagal to bmenm .bas faxr akam ka ba be hich amal w promise ek la towa dastm pewa grty w namheshtwa la yak bin ! esta ka am namaya axweninawa ba qat birman nachetawa chan la 3azab w bezary w be eshi w mashakila bwin , i hope ka dayman bir be ka to dast grtm w bawash pya krdm w waw le krdm bzhim

rezhwan , kas nia la zhyanma baqar tom xoshbwe w hamw shteki bo bkam , qat qat kasih nabwa w nabe baqar mn toy bwe ,

fuck ,im crying . we are talking on the phone..

rezhwan, zhyan bo har shweneki brdwin nazanm , agar bayakawain heshta w akidm eshala har wash abe , i want you to know ka i did everything to get you and make you mine , qat ba awanaman bir nachetawa bo yakman krdwa baqwrbani , qat qat mn birm nachetawa to har shtek krdbe w har effortek habwbe bo mn , qat birm nachetawa .

agar bayakishawa namawin , i still hope ka bashtrin w xoshtrin zhyan habe , agar ba hoy mnawa bayakawa namawin , awaw bir nache ka qat be away hich krdbe ba jem naheshtwy , ka eshala qatish shty wa nabe , agar ba hoy toshawa bayakawa namawin , still har tamana akam zor dl xoshbi , be mnish be , ta esta wa 3 sala bayakawain . jwantrin w bashtrin kasi zhyanm bwyt w dayman la xoshy w naxoshya lagalma bwy , i think mnish har wa bwm bo to , hata am namaya aneretawa boman nazanm chy abe , bas my only intention w hope is growing our love day after day w lagal bwn w hamw shteka lagal to . anywaysssss twxwa ba basi ama nakain eshala qat shty wa nabe .

i wish life treated both of you so kindly .. future us
fuckkkkk,, im staring at you right now , you are so handsome twxwa you are so into writing this ..

i hope hamw member akani family hardwkman safe bn w hamwyan la dawrman bn .

heyy future us ? you guys are crying huhhh ? rezhwan maybe no chwnka tozek e7m nawerm blem dlraqy hahahahah bas vana akid to agryt you cry baby hahahha.

the idea of both of you living together in one house and reading this gives me goosebumps baxwahhhhh . tamana akam wabe !

rezhwan , hich hich 7azm lam qsaya nia bikam , bas har aykam , if i was dead ,be xotm maka w la bir xotm mabarawa ,agar atwani hamw rozhek wara bo lam , qsam lagal ka ,la har shwenek bwy look at the sky and talk to me , i will send you signs , hastm ba bwnm akay , hamw waxtek chawm lew abe w i will tell God to protect you la hamw shteki xrap , pray for me and i will be telling God about you there, im sorry bo aw waxtanay i hurt you, tell my mom and dad ka i regret har daqayak ka tyaya 3azetm yawn, peyan ble gardnm aza kan w zor zorm xoshawen, tell vinaaa ka ro7 w zhyan w hamw shteki mn bwaaaa w i love her so much w i hope shes happy w xafat bo mn naxwat bas mni har bir bet , tell govar ka 1 sania lagal mn bash nabwa w i hope awa 3azety ba , but still tamanay zhyaneki xoshy bo akam w gardni aza be , qat brayak nabwa bom , xozga wanabwaya , harchonek be mni le nim 3azety ba bas tell him ka lagal daykm w bawkm w vina w maly xoy agar haybw zor zor bash be w bara7m be w bzane dnya baw naw3ay aw ley tegashtwa hichy bo naka henani pashimani nabe bo naw gyani. agar przha w hama bayakawa mabwn tell them ka qat gardnian aza nabe bo away barambaryan krdm chwnka bo saniaiakish birm nachotawa . estash nazanm narin w besha sh xatayan habwa yan na , agar hayanbwa , awanish qat gardnian aza nabe w i hope wizhdanian zor namurta7 be w 3azet bbinn wak chon hamw shawek mn tapa w tlm akrd ba hoy away barmabr mnian krd .
xozga qat mrdn na abw , am qsanash namakrd , but the last thing i wanna say about this is , seeing mama shirwan w baba 7asan w hamw awanay ka lera is another feeling ,,,

basaaaaaaaaaa vanaaaaaaaa wtffffff awana chya aynwsi

awa palam le akay ka tawawy kam chwnka drana

axir sht amawe billem awaya ka amaman bo hatwa , lets tell each other basha ? i hope xoshtrin zhyanman habe w gashtbin baway ka amanwist , agar qsashman nabw lets text each other , you text me bitch hahahha .

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiii loooooooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv vveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , i wishhhhhhhhhhhh to see a riiiiiiiiiinggggggggggg on your finger with my name on itttttttttt .
and rozhi la daykbwn piroz be jwchka bchwkakam !
hold us so tight ! guna7a ema la yak bbin ! kfra ! ba hamw salekkkkkkk bayakawa bin w bayakawa pir bin ! la yakam rozhawa la jami3a chawm chwa sar i knew you were the one for me .


lets drink cheers to thisssss okayy ?maybe?
God i hope im not on my period ! shit ! that shit hurts afffffffff . its my first day againnnn estaaaaaaaaa .its really disturbing .

i hope nagorabi w wak aw kasay yakam jar nasiwmi bash bi bom w xoshbwem zor zytarr . mn akidm la xom ka hich word w expressek natwane tewgayane ka chan xoshmawey w chan to bom muhimi .

when you receive this text me , or hug me or dick me down hahahah


now you are laughing because i just read you the previous line hahahahahha

you are all i hope for
be mine when i receive this
i love you . i really do...
daisy